It has just hit me, my only sister has cancer( Non-Hodgkin Lymphoma.)  We have known for two weeks now, but today it has just hit me when I was looking  for a beanie cap for chemo patients in Amazon.  I began crying quietly, tears streaming down my face, thinking: our lives are going to change and there is not a single thing I can do about it. No matter how much I pray this is not going to go away,  I have so many questions going trough my mind. Can we handle this? .Why? Why does this has to happen to good people?  Why my sister?


Yesterday she got implanted a chemo-port and tomorrow is her 1st chemotherapy, the doctor is going to have her admitted to start the treatment.  I just hope that it goes well and she feels allright afterwards.

This journey is beginning.... let's see where it takes us. Wish us luck!